--- ~~~~ ---

In the big shopping center here in kiel are lots of bunnys... real one! cute one! fluffy one!!! soooooooooooo cuuuuuute! I wanna steal one.... the white one with the little grey spots, it's the cutest of all.
But I don't know if it's ok to buy a little "zwergkaninchen", because I may have an allergie. I'll go and check it soon.

--- ~~~~ ---

Got new pills three month ago, they work, but it doesn't mean that its getting better *lol*
Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors is the nice short name for my new little friends.
They let me dream weird stuff... very weird... totally insane things !
About computer programms beamed on a wall, books that looked like very tiny paperboxes, a deamon that first tryed to make a computer work so a game can run on the wall and in the next moment he was the producer of a theater play with lots of freaky actors but without audience.... and that all was in just ONE dream of last night *ahhh*
Not to mention the nice dream two days ago, when I was a character in an online roleplaying game, like a magician.... I died and was reborne as a fantasy-tiger-something, or I died and the 3D went to 2D and my group had to kill the things with the green hair... at the end I died 3D and waved goodbye to all the souls of dead players flying in the sky to weird gleaming, glaring, flashing, shining big planets in 2D with an aura, forming a figure that prevent the world from armageddon...

Well, yes, when I'm not dreaming I'm awake... the pills won't let me sleep.

--- ~~~~ ---

I started yesterday to lern lot more about photoshop, and I will learn more and more until I'm good enough to make my comic a "real comic with comic-color and computer layout"... I hope that some day I could live from all this art, books or music of mine...

So, I'm back at DA

--- ~~~~ ---